In The Same Corner

Very few times, we find someone who can contain our darkness, who can pamper us in the deepest of corners we are stuck in and be a shoulder on which we can lie and forget all our pain. Don't ever lose such person.

My Fellow In The Corner

Every time I am broken

I slip into a nightmare

I slither into an unknown,

Some darkness

So no one would hear

My whimpers.

I choose a darkest corner

In the darkness I am

And pamper myself

Until I become numb

Until I blend with pain.

I wasn't aware

If I can find someone there

I wasn't aware

That someone is feeling my pain

I wasn't aware 

That I am not alone.

I thought darkness only 

contained silence and sorrow.

But then I found her,

A monster of my kind,

A shadow lurking

In the same corner I was

I found a fellow in the corner

And we made light together

And darkness never cringed me again.

                                                 ~ Harsha

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Blank Pages.....

Sometimes its really hard to maintain that smile on your face when you feel nothing inside!

"I am a victim of introspection." ~Sylvia Plath

Bipolar's Introspection

Blank pages,

Empty corridors,

My diary is filled-

With mere nothingness.

Broken pieces,

Open cracks

Rage, Pain, and everything fake-

Fill the hourglass

With what you desire

As nothing stays there.

Amidst the light, 

I stand alone

Amidst the crowd,

I hear silence

My shadows of darkness

are skipping the waves 

of illuminated  bands.

The silence

The Darkness

And colors unseen-

The universe is within me.

                              ~Harsha Vardhan

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Some Days

Life is small. Live it to the fullest. No matter how bad the situations are, keep smiling and everything falls together.

Some Days

Some days 

I wake up with a smile

Put wide on my face,

with memories

of grief and pain,

Tears and rain.

Some days

I wake up with a smile

A cheeky one,

With joy and hope

Of the bright, but naive

Future I desire.

Some days

I wake up with a smile

With tangible curves

and mild dimples,

with nothingness inside-

an intrinsic anguish, lied deep

In secret cores of my heart.

But some days,

I simply can't smile

Everything from past and present

Pain and pleasant

and mere abyss-

all at once gush in me.

I simply cant handle it anymore.

So some days, I sit crossed

In the longest corner

Of an empty room in mere darkness,

I cry, I cry and pamper myself,

Again I put a wide smile

and continue to live.

                      ~Harsha Ramireddy

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Déjà vu

Bewildered Complexity

Are they stars?

Or the glow worms

Are they comets with star dust?

Or just buzzing flies with tail lights

What makes us define?

I mean the dreams 

Or déjà vu

Is it the austere of love?

Or complexity of forlorn

Thoughts filled my mind

Like a volcano dormant

Spitting Smokes-

Dark as night and

Thick as egg white

Convicted to dream

The infinities

While still believe in oblivion

                           -© HR

                                Harsha Ramireddy

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When Freedom Falls

Let your dreams bloom. For life is short. Make every wish possible. A little hope would do it all. Just give it some time and let it bloom.

When Freedom Falls

When freedom falls,

I would dream again!

She said to herself

frightened and feared

Simmering her tone,

So no one would hear

Her crumpled voices,

Supressed along her shadows

As she withered in the arms

of this heinous world.

She still said herself

In her crumpled voices,

I would dream again

                         -Harsha vardhan.

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Love Is Our World

Love Is Their World

Sorry! The poem is published. So I need to remove it from the blog. Enjoy the remaining poems and let me know your opinion....

                            - R. Harsha Vardhan

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A Stranger In My Life

We all desire to have someone who would hear us out, and give us support and strength. Or sometimes just to talk when we are out of people. To one such stranger is this poem...

A Stranger In My Life

There she came, like a hot air balloon

while I am the burning flame

she learnt my pain,

As I combust

She decipher my darkness, 

And we both rise high

with a relation so meek, but strangely strong

Like a character and the writer

Estranged , yet interveined.

Two different worlds , same deep down

One wish to share

And the other just hear

But we both feel light

As she heals from hearing

While I heal from sharing.

Strange little world,

And strange are the people

She is my stranger

And so I am of her.

Afterall,

We live in a world full of surprises

"A Stranger In My Life"

Could be a mere wish of a loner.

                      

                                                                    -R.Harsha Vardhan

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The Void

The Void

A Piece Of Me...

I do trust in NEVER-LET-YOU-DOWN  kind of friendship. I do have true friends, soul mates.

A cup of coffee to always keep me sane. A scoop of chocolate with desired topping to keep me cool both emotionally and physically. Millions of books that gives me strength. Myriad of words that let me dream.

When reality severed my soul, they created a mere dimension where my life is more amusing than dreams and more beautiful than fantasies and fairy tales. I am a Piece of them and they are a Piece of me. We are binded together like tea and biscuits, Bonded together for eternity like two loving souls. All those pieces together caressing my soul , bound together to make me whole.

                                                         -R.Harsha Vardhan Reddy

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Your Sweet Thoughts...

Every night when I think of you , I feel that what is so special in your name that makes my little time before sleep so blissful? Then I realise that those moments we had together make me feel you've always been within me . That little humour that made me laugh, your humble nature that made me smile, that elegant smile of your's which made me skip a beat every time, reminiscing all those little moments when together made my night a beautiful one. I found that it's not your name that makes me exquisitely happy , but it's our relationship that we never knew existed which is making its effort to sprout out of our hearts, to provoke into a beautiful and heavenly symphony called love.

                                                                                                         -R.Harsha Vardhan Reddy

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